Don't break a good woman's heart



Do not break a good woman’s heart, she will haunt you like a restless ghost. Her face will stalk you and blur the thin line between your dreams and nightmares. You will see her face on another woman while you are inside her, your eyes will see things. You will say her name while making love to another. Your ears will bleed, you will hear her moans from another’s lips. You will hear her voice in an empty room with your earphones on. Everywhere you go and in everything you do, she will creep up from behind you. She will be the shadow you do not want to have but cannot get rid of.

Do not break a good woman’s heart, good women love unconditionally. Her love will wreck you, you will feel her fury every time she is angry, and you will feel her nails digging into your skin even though she is 400 kilometres away. You will feel her sorrow crawling underneath your skin with every tear she sheds because of you. Swimming in the purest of rivers will not cleanse you, you can bathe in holy water but you will still smell her scent on you. The remnants of her love will linger like a cancer, she will wreck you, after she is done there will be nothing left of you. Every woman you will attempt to love after her will know that she was there, you are tainted. You walk around with an invisible mark, you can’t see it but every woman who will come after her will see it from a mile away.

Do not break a good woman’s heart, you will forever be cursed even before the pieces that you break her heart into hit the ground and shatter. Don’t do it, the consequences are dire. The responsibility of being the cause of her pain is a burden that greater men than you do not dare to bear. 

Do not break a good woman’s heart, don’t make the mistake that I made. Your heart will never know happiness, your soul will never know peace. Even a thousand apologies will never undo the damage you have done, you will be cursed to suffer and it will be the only thing you will know for the rest of your life. It can never and will never be better than it was before the moment that you opened your mouth and tore her open with your words. Do not do with your ego what your sanity cannot bear, her memory will send you searching for refuge between the legs of other women, refuge that you will never find. The monstrosity of your deeds will unhinge your mind.

Do not break a good woman’s heart, I implore you. Do not! I beg of you, do not! You know not the repercussions of the actions that you commit.

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