Looking beyond the fuckery of life
The great thing about having people in your life is that they add just that little bit of quality to it. They make you smile when you don't want to, they make you happy when you would rather stay angry and they make you laugh so much that you forget the fuckery of life.When you lose one of those people, it leaves a void. A void that can't be filled, when they leave they take that quality they added to your life with them. The great thing about having a younger sibling is that you always have someone to annoy the shit out of you, and periodically make you laugh. It's great to have someone behind you to pass advice to, someone to set a good example for. Loosing a younger sibling is the worst feeling in the world. It leaves a void that can never be filled. It leaves self doubt and regret running through your mind. The worst torture to a human soul is the phrase "what if". What if it was not real, what of he/she is coming back, what if I had been kinder and less of a...